Half Drunk Shark

half drunk shark talking crap

Monday, November 28, 2005

fuck up

haven't update my blog for a long time, so.... i decided to talk crap again here...
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LETS TALK ABOUT SEX!

I guess some of my friend knows i've got a boyfriend. even our evil good friend who is freaking far away in England with GPRS and private spy knows about it.

i guess everyone's very interested and suprise about us. to be honest, i am also sort of suprise about the whole thing too. didn't think i will be dating someone. because back then, i don't believe in guys, because:
1. guys are good in lying.
2. people think i am the one night stand kind of a person means I am good for fark only.
3. there is no way for a guy to be faithful all the time.
4. i see rich man have tons of girlfriend even though they are married already.
5. a guy with lots of girlfriend is a proud thing.
6. i dated lots of guys back then and there most of them just want to know me to do "something"
7. back then i was *cough* hotter *cough* and all they want to do is to touch me.
8. they all need a hot girlfriend so that they can be proud of themselves.
9. I used my charm on people to help me with my things.... and it work.
10. guys just want to go to bed with me.

because they all assume that,
girls who go clubbing = bad.
guys who go clubbing = chilling.

girls with lots of guy friend= bitch
guys with lots of girl friend = smart.

girls who sleep around = whore
guys who sleep around = bloody good fucker.

whenever i hang out with a guy, people will be like, "see? she's got a new boyfriend again!" or "let's bet how long they can be together" or maybe worst, "donno if they fark already or not" plu----ezeeeee, hang out doesn't mean dating, and dating doesn't mean farking, ok?

so when i got a real, a steady boyfriend, everyone was doing the same thing again, see how long i can stand with this person. turns out, i cut down clubbing, cut down hanging out, cut down everything people think that's bad.

and now, everyone is curious if we do "it" already. everyday, my good friend will be asking "fuck already?", "when are you going to fuck?", "can start fuck liaw", "he got so nice mer, still haven't fuck you?"

so what if we fuck already? so what if we didn't fuck? is there any changes to the world? is it going to change anything at all?


NO!

the world is still round, President Bush will still be stupid, terrorist will still be killing themselves because their god is waiting for them in heaven with 30 virgins, bill gates will still be earning millions even though window sucks, Angelina Jodie will still be a bisexual, Iraq will still be poor because they spend their money in war.

so i am begging u all, please do not ask about all this, i believe i still have my own privacy, i believe me and my boyfriend still have some secrets of our own. i don't think i need to tell the whole world if i fuck with my boyfriend already. so if you were to ask it again, i'll be pissed off and i'm going to nail you hard. get it?